Run to the Throne

WOW!! This title says it all, (Run to the throne) I wrote this blog because it shows that the throne we run to is the fathers! When I was lost in sin and bound by the shackles and chains of this world all I wanted to do was run to the throne of Jesus and just sit there i was almost begging to go to the feet of jesus but I felt so dirty and unworthy to go to such a place but, if it was not for being homeless in the streets of downtown Tulsa Oklahoma, I would never have went to the throne of God and I can distinctly remember this while I was sleeping in the park in Tulsa, that a man appeared to me and this is a story I never told anyone so my family who read my blog they will be reading this for the first time. I was sleeping because I had been walking for five hours and had blisters on the bottom of my feet I was so tired and this man he was dressed in the nicest clothes I had ever seen and he bent over and looked at me and he asked "What are you doing here?" And I looked him in the eyes and told him "I cannot go any farther!" He grabbed my hand picked me up and said "Walk, you've got a story to tell!" I got up walked 3 more hours and made it to the bus station to come back to Waco Texas, and I then got on the bus the next morning to come back to Waco, got back home at 9 that night, and I told everyone of my journey but never the things that happened. The entire way home I had my earbuds in and I played one song the entire way home, and it was (for your glory) by Tasha Cobbs, This song, made me the strongest and I can say this I never thought that I would have made it the way I did, I craved to run to the throne room of Christ; so this is a testament to those who feel as if they feel "unworthy" to go to the feet of Jesus, FALSE!! baby, I was homeless and that made me feel as if I was lost being homeless, almost as if not only I was on drugs and drinking but it made me feel as if I was 100 light years away from God and I was unable to to even reach out and touch him! But, when I finally got back to where I should be it made me feel all the more better because I finally got to go to throne room and be with the Lord, and have all the crap that I went expunged I was made all the more new and clean. I tell people that it does not matter where you come from, all that matters is where you are going, so let's make the best of the situation you are in and lets do it with help, grace, and faith; because that is the only way you will get to where you deserve and need to be!