My FIRM foundation

I was sitting here tonight, and being in my quiet time with the Lord, and I was singing and just soaking in the tangible goodness of God, and as I began to just soak in him, I began to pray in the spirit and began to feel as if I was holding brick. Like, those big cinder blocks hundreds of them. I began to then nil down and then I began to plant those rocks around me in this vision I was building myself up at the very bottom, and when I was doing that, I began to hear chains like heavy chains breaking, I was in tears and I heard the Lord say, "I am your foundation, now build your life on me and watch it stand sturdy!" I asked God, Lord what is that I am supposed to do? I have struggled with knowing my calling... I asked the Lord "God, help me know your will for my life." And I got it, I am supposed to protect and serve, make peace. I am supposed to be a police officer. My foundation is in the Lord, and in doing this following what I am to do in the will that I believe and know that the Lord has for me. Building and starting from the bottom is not a bad thing; sometimes we all have to go through things and hit rock bottom so we can find out who the rock at the bottom is and that is Jesus. We all need that reminder who the rock at the bottom is, and that is Jesus. we are not quitters, when I was homeless and on drugs, and lying left and right it was hard to get up and build my home; but when I built it on Jesus, when I built it from nothing into something I found that God... He never left he was assisting me in the process. I was at the bottom, I hit the bottom I was ready to die, but then it clicked I changed I began building relationships fixing relationships and building that home I needed, and having Jesus in the center of my plans, of my family, my home in the center of EVERYTHING!! I began changing, I began changing for the good! You see, when we start from nothing and grow to something I can tell you now, from experience God uses a nobody and he forms them into something! And I am so glad to have come from nothing to now something! I changed the basis of my name, and I am someone who can be trusted, I am someone who saw the Lord in my fire! And baby, I know that you will and can too!